06/12/09
Blast. I just noticed. I had a hard drive mishap a couple months ago and I started using info from a backup hard drive. I uploaded an earlier version of the page missing some newer "Journal of a 9/11 Truther" entries. I checked the cached version on Google and it does not contain the missing entries. Guess they're gone. No biggy. A lot of more importatnt things going on I guess. Just to make a note of it, there are a few entries missing here spanning a between December '08 to June '09. I replaced the 03/04/09 and the 12/30/08 entries from the Artists for 9/11 Truth Forums versions that I did [here and here]. Sorry and thanks.

 

03/04/09
"Letter to a Somewhat Discouraged Friend"
I’ve been seriously looking into”Chemtrails” for about 6 weeks because of my new friends on the Artists for 9/11 Truth Forums site. Eleven days ago I noticed heavy activity of this type over the skies of L.A. The majority of my effort over since then has gone to dealing with this event both physically and mentally and publicizing it on a our forum, Loose Change Forum, and the 911oz Forum. I talked to a lot of great people and got a lot of great information. Forums are really wild. There was a lull in the spraying yesterday, and I took the opportunity to email my friend Peter Revere who was the first person to join and contribute to Artists for 9/11 Truth near the beginning of ‘08. He seemed a little discouraged at our efforts. When writing this last response to him, I realized that I wasn’t only talking to him, but that I was also talking to myself and all other Truthers as well. I asked him if I could publish this last response as a part of my journal and he agreed.

My Good Friend,
We're looking right at the illusion of duality or "Maya" stronger that it's ever been. People are being controlled through their senses. I hope your not watching TV. It's coming through the computer somewhat too, I think. The best way to survive and win a fight is to not do it. If you have no choice but to fight, then you go with the second best way. Second best way is to jump in with everything you've got. There's no hesitation. There's no holding back. You don't worry about how strong the opponent is. You don’t worry about winning or losing. You fight with all your heart and mind until it's over one way or the other. There's only the fight and the love of the fight. Besides, if I have any idea about who we're dealing with here, their view of respect, courage, and honor is everything to them. Win or loose we're better off in the eyes of everyone important, friends and opponents alike, than the people who are just rolling over on this. Also, we're certainly better off in our own eyes, our ancestor's, and future generation's. My recommendation to all my friends is fresh garlic, and flax seed oil added into your diet. You should be breaking a good sweat everyday. Put in the healthiest foods you can, and clean water on an empty stomach. This is the "Moment of Truth". This is the moment of victory of defeat for so many humans. This is the greatest moment ever! Don't turn away!
Jump on it and win for yourself and maybe for the world!
Paul

Peter's Resoponse
In regards to your TV comment: You know.. like many people probably do, I see myself as above average intelligence... and with that I assume a certain degree of advanced perception goes hand in hand... when I see a strong man like Obama take office I don't see a saint, a savior, a superhero, or an ebony demigod... I just see an articulate man with a repetitive, largely hollow message of change, who for the most part looks really good to consumers of government propaganda primarily because he is replacing an imbecile... its pretty clear that almost anyone who ran opposite the Bush regime would be elected by a landslide... "the worst president ever" guaranteed the success of his opposing party. I can also see the 1984-like dissolution of our constitution, our borders and our civil liberties.. all of these things are scary... but what really scares me (like you implied) is the hidden, hypnotic, Pavlov's dog-ish, subliminal crap coming through our TVs.. mind, mood and attitude altering crap that goes far beyond just the painful drivel of "reality" TV.. its the stuff we can't see that scares me!

 

12/30/08
The year's coming to an end. It's been about one year since my firtst exposure to all this. It's been one hell of a year. When I was very young I rememeber first being exposed to the story of the WWII Nazi Holocaust. I remember a conversation with my mother when she told me that a lot of the German people knew what was going on but that they did not stop it. I asked why. She told me that she thought that many of them wanted to stop it but that they were afraid to stand up against the Nazis. I remember dreaming that when I grew up that I would have the strength to stand up against any bully in a situation like that no matter what the personal consequences would be. Also, right about that time my whole family took a trip to New York City. We went to the top of the World Trade Center. It was like standing at the top of a mast of a great sailing ship. I remember feeling a profound sense of love for my father, my mother, my sister, for the grand ship itself, and for all her crew. I am that same child today, but I am now also the adult of my childhood vision. I will go as long and as hard as I can on this. The reason being that I still feel the same love now that I did then, and I feel it a hundredfold.

 

11/24/08
Shortly after I found out about this whole thing at the beginning of '08 and started telling people about it and making internet presentations, I contacted a family member to inform her. She is member of my extended family that I've had almost no contact with for the past 20 years. We know very little about each other. She is married to a priest in one of the largest Christian organizations in the world. I contacted her to warn her personally and as a representative of her family and community. I sent her a web page that I made with link to a Gage and Griffin video along with some other things. Her only response was that this will never be a just realm, that Jesus came to save us, and that she wished I would make as thorough an investigation into Christianity as I was making into the 9/11 matter. I doubt if she told anyone anything. This was a great blow to me, but I persevere. I think that many Truthers must be experiencing this type of thing. To them, I would say that just because you take a punch it doesn't mean your loosing the fight. It's the nature of a fight . Work on keeping your mind steady and positive, and find a way to heal the wounds as they come. I'm beginning my investigation into Christianity as per this woman's request. I'm looking for any good evidence that this gentleman ever existed. To this point I have found none, and there appears to be evidence to the contrary. It never occured to me once before seeing Zeitgeist that there was any question or debate about his existence. It's really quite amazing.

 

09/11/08
So, it's 091108. It's been 7 years since the attacks that resulted in deaths of 2,975 people (according to Wikipedia) on the day of the attacks and many hundreds of thousands more in related events. It's been about 9 months since my exposure to the evidence being presented by the 9/11 Truth Movement. Thought I'd write something for the journal. To me, it looks like we've got a murder mystery here. Much has happened since my original exposure to this situation and my publishing of this site and 911artists.com. I don't have time to journalize eveything that's happening right now. In the future, I hope I'm able to give a more thorough account of everything that's happening. The majority of my efforts have gone to programming, website tech, and the audio projects in the hopes that these tools will serve greatly over the next months and years to increase public awareness of the amazing events that are transpiring. I hope that my work will insipre people to frequent discussions and their own investigations. Right now, I guess I just want people to know that I'm here, that I'm here for good, and that I'm working on it. Thanks to all that have contacted me and to all that I've contacted.

 

04/04/08
It's been a few months since my first exposure to the evidence being presented by the members of the 9/11 Truth Movement. Today I'm starting 9/11 Truther Cyberzine. I hope it will help raise public awaresness on the whole thing. My friend's a domainer. He buys and sells domains at auction for big money. He thinks that the site will be very high profile because of the domain name alone 911truther.com. Hope he's right. I'm a musician, and I have to get back to it. I never used a computer or did visual art before a couple years ago. I'm doing all work creative,and tech on this e-zine myself. I've never been a political person in the slightest way. To me, the nature of the evidence being presented by the leaders of the 9/11 Truth Movement - Gage, Griffin, Jones, and Martell is so profoundly important and moving that it has inspired this effort. A lot of people lately are telling me that they like my music, and I'm glad from that. However, I hope right now that people listen to me about this. Also, I hope that future generations remember me for this first and my music second. I think the sooner everyone becomes aware of all this evidence, the sooner we're going to be seeing that renaissance Dr. Jones is talking about. I was deeply wounded when I was first exposed to all this. I am a strong rhythm of recovery now and feeling much better. I think that the generation of the 9/11 Truther site has greatly facilitated my healing process. To anyone going through this type of thing, I recommend taking a strong action towards the light and the truth now, and it may work for you too. I hope it does.

 

03/11/08
The majority of my effort for the past 2 weeks has been an attempt to recover from the mental, physical,and spiritual blow I experienced at seeing all this evidence. I'm in the process of transforming my professional music effort over to calling attention to this matter. I speak to as many people as I can about it. Most people that I talk to have never heard of Building 7, or the 9/11 Truth Movement. Mostly, their only knowledge of the subject is that there are a few conspiracy theories about the event. I've taken on the project of bringing this matter to public attention by using all the resources at my disposal. I believe that it is the correct and necessary thing to do. One reason I'm documenting all events in this journal is that I agree with Steven Jones. I think a great light is about to break on the world. A new renaissance is coming. I want future generations to know that I stood and fought with hero's like Jones, Griffin, Gage, and Martell when the veil of illusion was at it's strongest, and every action of every citizen greatly mattered.